Saturday, June 21, 2008

welcome to our planned demise....

Please fasten your seat belts so when they hand out parachutes for first class, you have a further impediment to rushing up and grabbing your own.

Is that wrong?

Prima facie, it looks wrong, it feels wrong, but wait, look,

where is there blame to be dispensed?

Can we blame behavioral psychology for figuring out how much people will take, for asking how can we turn the water up and boil the lobster with his formidable claws and armor into a submissive death?

Can we blame eager capitalists(or any agents of socio-economic ambition regardless of the model in use in any particular society, I'm sure their equivalent class is rooted in the status quo of totalitarian"communist" ostensibly of Marxist origin,regimes that somewhat still exist), looking to lighten our pockets(agency)by creat(e)ing artificial needs and pointing out inadequacy using the former to hone this into a machine built on scientific principles? It is a basic paradigm of an addiction, complete with suicidal ideation during withdrawal.

Whose fault is our own weakness?

Can anyone be to blame but the individual, willing to offer nothing of substance, willing to risk nothing.

Who could question any of us for not attempting to do something about this wholesale cluster fuck of our current government, risk what? for WHO?

The selfish and impotent, do they deserve mercy before the blade of evolution being hoisted? The future, well there must be some lesson to karma, we are inheriting a hell of our own fashioning. The beauty is that if that is true, all of the people denying the relevance of their own actions now, as it absolves them of the future are guaranteed a return ticket to deal with the shit they left behind, only starting from a tender and vulnerable place. Everything does balance out somehow, someday.

It's a dead fall trap, lured into the killing floor with trinkets and gluttony and a contract signed in fire obligating your future efforts at sweat shop wages... slavery with a smile, with plastic rectangular shackles and sheets of paper that obligate your efforts to others. Very cordial, not without its substance payoffs... a binding ritual?

It is everybody and nobodies blame.

It is the fault of those who work the system and those worked by the system,( only a stand alone can say they had nothing to do with it, and where would such a person exist? Flying around on a spaceship? Maybe there are places left here on earth, but if so they must be kept very quietly. If someone from such a place reads this somehow, give me a clue on how it is we can find our way out and away to such a place. )

It's pointless to wonder where it came from, who did what to who, and try and tally emotion and exploitation. It seems to have happened again and again throughout history with all of the names and roles switched and reversed at some point in time.

It is in part our flaw of finite awareness, and without something more to devote ourselves to, not an external god, but an internal god we can manifest, abilities rumored in the foolishness of history, maybe not as foolish as other by products of those by gone ages.



The question is how can it end?

What would an end to this look like?

How can people progress beyond petty self interest and somewhere allow higher potential to unfurl without hating those with potentials we desire? How do we harness such a twisted emotion as envy into something useful, or any of the truly self-negating instinctual emotional reactions?

self-realization sounds glib. Self realization of what?

spinning on an orb in an infinite universe pursuing transient fads to feel some spirit of the age which supposedly validates us as fools who cannot begin to fathom the depth of history, or what others have accomplished with what appears to be far less.

Perhaps it is an age of overload. Since we have everything done for us, the shoulders of the giants before us has come full circle to where our head is in the first giants ass.

Unfettered by the cheapening of our life experience through wage exploitation, either as the exploited or the exploiter. The fact the equation exists cheapens us all. As much as we revere life as being all precious so do we despise it for its biological functions, and seek to shackle our nature as our weakness. We despise it as meaningless in as much as we demand it be taken equally sacred when it is not. Both positions are patently false. Life , especially of an overpopulated species such as ours demands resources that are finite and made more so by each further individual created.

It is my feeling that the world of human design is more finite than we realize at present, so i have endeavored despite not having the financial resources to pass my genetic code in a larger multiple to try and fulfill my biological desire for immortality through genetic transmission. This may in fact commit people to further incarnations which are opportunities to be a segmented conscious being capable of defying the laws of nature as they rule other creatures, through the beauty of our ability to think and manipulate the world.

Predisposition is not weakness, it is strength. it is a tendency that must be steered and controlled, not dam(m/n)ed.

Is there an alternative?

Is there such a thing as a society that does not prettify and embrace one form of exploitation while manipulating another into an equally unrealistic perversion of existence?

Is it truly impossible to escape stupidity as the hallmark of human existence, if not directly experienced by each bearer of consciousness than born by the burden of all others? What is the point of human existence if we live in a world that depends on promoting environmental retardation for all?